I have been wanting to start my own business for some time now. I have always wanted my own business. Ever since I could remember, I always wanted to be a writer and own my own business someday. I have recently started to put these plans into motion as to starting my own business. I am excited and overwhelmed at the same time. I am afraid of failure. I feel like I am more then ready and very eager to get the ball rolling, but the perfectionist in me is steady whispering in my ear saying “embrace the failure that will come along with starting up your own business because it could be a strong possibility that could happen.”
I am my worst critic. I am so hard on myself more then anybody is ever hard on themselves. Nobody is harder on themselves more then me. I put so much pressure on myself no matter what it is. I am definitely my worst enemy. If I’m in competition with anybody, it’s myself. I try not to be this perfect girl, who has to have every little thing planned out accordingly, and everything has to go right. That’s just not me. I am being so particular and meticulous with this whole starting up my own business. I am being careful as I can be because I don’t like making any mistakes. It’s a shame when your the type of person that if you make one mistake you will hold it against yourself for the rest of your life. I never get over any mistake I made.
I am really looking forward to being my own boss. I am really looking forward to managing my own entity and setting my own goals. Also, I am looking forward to creating my own products and seeing what people like and dislike. Overall, I am just excited about the whole journey itself. I look forward to growing as a business owner and just to simply say that at least I tried.